Tuesday, February 16, 2010

The lies keep coming and the tension keeps building. I thought I would take time to just cool off and resume things back to normal. But no, as I sit and watch, everything just reveals itself faster than I expected. So much for all you said that day huh. At least this time if words were to be kept, I would still know there was hope for the friendship. But those words didnt even last a week. How then am I supposed to believe that you are truly sorry and that u are hurting and all. Guess those were just empty meaningless words that you said. What happened to him fucking off from yr life? Couldnt last could it? Guess I didnt mean that much then. No wait, guess I didnt mean anything at all and that I was so stupid to actually think that I found a good friend who would be there for me till god knows when but I expected our friendship to last longer than this. But since those words were bullshit...... Fuck. I dont even know what to think now. All I can say is, I just cant believe it. I was so stupid. And how can this be karma when I didnt do anything like that to any of my gfs? Life's a bitch huh. Literally.